This is where I need to go away from the computer for a short while, snuggle up with Jus, do some foodage, get a bath, and just recharge. An hour or so, I think. Maybe two, certainly not longer than that.
Nobody's fault, honest, just in case anyone's twitching. I just managed to hit a weak spot in myself, something that is pushing me towards irrational self-blame. I know what it is, though; I've caught the little bugger in the act, so I'm not fooled by it. I'm just taking this time to detwitch and pour scorn on that little bit of stupidity in myself. Work to be done processing, and so it's time to get the juice to do that with.
relieved