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So yes, I did go to bed last night, as stated. Couldn't sleep, though; the back decided to play up. 100mg of morphine and 40mg of temazepam later... and I still couldn't. Got to sleep sometime after 7am (FSVO "sleep" - more "sedated to the gills").
Technically I'm awake now. I think. Definitely not coherent, though, and I'll have to be awake at 7am tomorrow so that Jus can give me a lift to the hospital. Problem is, if I don't sleep tonight, I'll be in babbling idiot mode in the morning, which is not a good state to talk to one's shrink in.
What I think I'm going to do is this: make sure I have something to eat. Have bath. Take pills again. Retreat to zombie mode, hoping that Jus doesn't wake me when he gets back in from his works social. Essentially: scrap today, restart tomorrow.
Bit pathetic, really.
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